She is a mother of 7 and younger. She is much older and yearns to have.
She is religious and conservative. She is spiritual and a liberal.
She believes she is superior. She believes in no such thing.
She hopes. She awaits.
She has settled. She continues the search.
She is wise. She is learned
She is conflicted. She is the conflict.
They make the most unlikely of friendships.
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I leave now, because I know I should. With the beautiful memories I made. Some that are real, some that I hope would have happened. You almost don’t seem real anymore. Did I imagine you all this time.
I don’t know, but I want to keep inside my happy bubble the memories that make me warm and fuzzy! I want to leave now, because I want to always love you.
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Always reminds me of the night we shared. What it meant to me and all the things I had hoped would come out of it. I was devastated when things didn’t turn out the way I had hoped and imagined.
I kept my faith and am forever grateful that I did.
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That moment when you think you had it in control, but it takes less than a glance to ruin your resolve, buckle them knees and get into a pool of tears.
All you did was fake it, as you weren’t making it.
It was so good to see you. You wont ever know how much it has meant to see you happy and in your element. You have given me the motivation and inspiration for another few months. Yes you have that effect on me and there is nothing anyone of us can do about that. I love you in ways I cannot define. I wonder if you know.. how do you feel about me?
I have good days and then outright terrible days.
Thinking of you makes me smiles on most days but some days it reduces me to tears.
Why did you have to come into my life to be taken away so rudely..
I am hanging on and I know I will survive this. In time.
Doesn’t seem like time is passing by soon enough.
I hear your cry for help. I’m at your side. Like nothing ever happened.
The lies, the pain, the harsh words forgotten. Forgiven.
That is what friends do! I’m a good one. I know
I hear your cries. I stifle my own. You need me more than I need.
I reminisce my own life. It’s been tough but I survived. With no one to cry with.
For that alone, I pat myself on the back.
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