I leave now, because I know I should. With the beautiful memories I made. Some that are real, some that I hope would have happened. You almost don’t seem real anymore. Did I imagine you all this time.
I don’t know, but I want to keep inside my happy bubble the memories that make me warm and fuzzy! I want to leave now, because I want to always love you.
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You denied me of a coffee, a conversation and closure. I think of you, but I know I am over you. I will miss what we could have had. Now I know there is nothing much to mourn.
I didn’t get the closure I wanted. I have finally made peace. I might still have moments of weakness. They will remain inconsequential .
I know and have always respected your 36 plans for 24 hour days but I’m beginning to feel you don’t want anything to do with me. I already feel really terrible about how things turned out, but have I lost my friend too?
I miss your energy and your passion for life. I wish I could bask in it for a little while. I miss my friend. I miss talking to you and I would really like to see your face and hear your voice and spend 5 minutes with you.
I do understand you being busy but you should know how I feel.