I leave now, because I know I should. With the beautiful memories I made. Some that are real, some that I hope would have happened. You almost don’t seem real anymore. Did I imagine you all this time.
I don’t know, but I want to keep inside my happy bubble the memories that make me warm and fuzzy! I want to leave now, because I want to always love you.
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I have lost my spark. I know as I can tell. Life has finally started to get to me. I feel beaten down. I need something to work out. Just one thing.
God I need a sign! I really do.
That moment when you think you had it in control, but it takes less than a glance to ruin your resolve, buckle them knees and get into a pool of tears.
All you did was fake it, as you weren’t making it.
You denied me of a coffee, a conversation and closure. I think of you, but I know I am over you. I will miss what we could have had. Now I know there is nothing much to mourn.
I didn’t get the closure I wanted. I have finally made peace. I might still have moments of weakness. They will remain inconsequential .
I have good days and then outright terrible days.
Thinking of you makes me smiles on most days but some days it reduces me to tears.
Why did you have to come into my life to be taken away so rudely..
I am hanging on and I know I will survive this. In time.
Doesn’t seem like time is passing by soon enough.
In my mind you crossed a line. I think an apology is due. Once broken no matter how well you fix it, the cracks always remain.
Should I or shouldn’t I even bother?