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I will always love you..

I leave now, because I know I should. With the beautiful memories I made. Some that are real, some that I hope would have happened. You almost don’t seem real anymore. Did I imagine you all this time.

I don’t know, but I want to keep inside my happy bubble the memories that make me warm and fuzzy! I want to leave now, because I want to always love you.

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Have to 

let you go. Didn’t think it would come to this. I’ve been holding on for so long. Truth is that I never had you. 

The myth of you has been the most pleasurable. However, as pain as it is I am letting you go. 

Or at least doing my best to try. 

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I miss you!

By no stretch of the imagination this is right, but I miss you. I brought this upon myself. I made the choices and in my heart I know it was the right thing to do but I miss you. I shouldn’t. I didn’t want to. I thought in time I would stop. I haven’t. I miss you. I don’t know how to stop. I have tried everything I know. My last string to you is waiting to be cut like the umbilical cord. I don’t have it in me to get go off that life line. In time though that might be the only way.

I often wonder what would have the alternative been like. I may have been in more pain. One never knows what the other side holds in store for us. So I am going to hold my peace and pray to god that in time I will be over you.

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At a loss of words

At a loss of words

That happens at times.

I have so much to say

But the words fail me.

What I feel, What I say

Sound like a lie sometimes.

I have so much to say

But the words fail me.

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What we seek?

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I know you are there somewhere. I have to look harder, perhaps. With everything clouding my judgement, it seems impossible. Maybe, just maybe I need to look at this differently. Perhaps it is that, which is right in front of me that I need to look at.

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There I have said it.

Didn’t realize how real it feels when you finally put it into words. It’s like a jab in the heart.

It hurts.

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Quotes!

Sometimes the best way to get someone’s attention is to stop giving them yours.

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