Just because I haven’t been here in a while doesn’t mean I don’t have things to say to you. My thoughts matter, I know. Even though you may not tell me that, your actions tell me plenty.

I have kept my promises so far. I have traveled, had conversations, took a real break. Facebook remains a part of my daily routine,  but I know it is only a matter of time when things change.

My emotions might be killing me. I stuff my face with crap when I am happy. I do the same when I am sad. I seem to have no control over the roller coaster ride I am on at the moment. Even my stomach grumbles with all the abuse I am making my body go through. How do I change that.

I need new promises. My head is playing games with me. With change looming in the near future, the mind, the brain, the heart are playing mind games with each other. I am happy about this change. It has been too many years in the making, but am I the same person that wanted this change? Or has the waiting changed me?




Filed under Abstract, Bonding, Communication, Confusion, Emotions, Environment, Expectations, Experiences, Friends, Goal, Issues, Life, People, Personal, Questions., Thoughts, Wishes

2 responses to “Thought-pourri

  1. My emotions are definitely going to kill me one day, too. But for now, I am trying to reach for that cup of tea instead of a bar of chocolate every time I get stressed. Have finals in two days and I feel like I know nothing!

    Change is what you make of it. I know nothing of your situation, but I could really use a change in my own life right now. I hope you find the answers to your questions and the promises you are looking for.

    Good that you have travelled, and had conversations. It is all I yearn to do with life, sometimes. If there are any interesting ones, do share! 🙂


  2. Sunrise: Cup of tea is such a smart choice.. Life will unfold when it is ready. Just keep going and good luck for your exams.


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