A whole week has gone by since I attended the review course. I came back feeling very motivated and ready to conquer the world. My work had been chalked out. I realized my weak areas, which I know are a lot more than my strong ones. I had the armor to overcome the weakness and conquer the world. I was ready!
That was a week ago. This week just flew by with little accomplishment to speak for. I have had sleepless nights, not because I was burning the midnight oil. I was lamenting the loss of yet another very important day.
I received an email this week. It was written with my sorry state in mind. It was encouraging, motivational and rationalized my fears and regrets. Oddly, it was an email I had written to a friend four years ago. She forwarded it to me letting me know, that the email was still pertinent to her today. I find it odd that after all these years it had to come back to me.
As of this evening, I have sixteen more days. I have a long way to go. I also know that if I don’t do it now, I can kiss the life I have dreamed of good bye.