Fever took a huge toll on me. Physically as well as mentally. With all the time on my hands there were several questions that resurfaced. Why am I doing what I am. I wonder if this will all be worth it in the end. You know all the sappy, worldly questions you ask yourself. Like what is my purpose in this world. Being thirty one what have I really achieved in life. What do I want to achieve, what purpose I want to serve.
Then I regained my strength and appetite and I had steak!!!