Because I want to rant, and ranting needs no high header I believe.And if that is not even a term, I doubt I care at this point of time.
I have exams sooner than I’d like.Calm as I’d like people to believe I am,I actually freak out, and need to speak to lots of people to calm me.I don’t want to talk about my exam.I just want to talk and talk lots.Not that I don’t talk a lot anyway.The increased need for a verbal diarrhoea these days is just too much too handle.So bad does the urge to make 3 am phone calls get that I delete most of the unsusupecting people on my phone list,lest they get an idea what a whacko I am.Not that they don’t know that already.
I had promised myself that I wont let emotions ever grip me to the point that I crumble.I have learnt not to crumble, but I still let emotions take me over.They now hurt real bad and I have no clue how to let go.I actually sit back and let time do its own thing.I have become a firm believer that time does take care of everything.I guess, so much time passes by that you forget what was bothering you in the first place.Works for me.
I really should stop making memories with every song I hear.The memories can be so haunting that for no fault of the song, I have a hard time listening to it.I do think that is very unfair.So many wonderful songs now haven’t been heard for eons because they invariably reduce me to tears.And no my upcoming exams have nothing to do with it.
I am having a hard time with the discrepancy between us and people who work for us.I don’t like the attitude towards our maids, watch man, driver.I often tell my parents that they have no idea what a luxury it is to have another person wash their dishes or do their petty jobs.They have to be respected as professionals and given their due.My mum isn’t terribly pleased that I think all the people we have employed are entitled to annual leave paid sick leave and a bonus for every child that is put into a school.I do think it is time we show some gratitude in our attitude and realise a thing or two about labour and its issues.Very well discussed here.
The title of my post is in response to one of Casablanca’s post title, dated 31st July.You were warned that this a *I want to rant* post, so stop asking for your 1 and a half minutes back.