Have I sold my soul?
I am doing exactly what I would condemn if another did albeit a few years ago.
I miss you.I know I said I never would.But I do.
Expecting me to be coy? You have no idea what liberation means.Its a pity how you add no shock value, and the things that make you run for your life.
I refuse to acknowledge your act, even your apology.It’s obvious you lack integrity.No,it’s not ok but I don’t want to be the one to tell you.
Lacking conviction of my opinion?
I see your point of view.I don’t agree with you .An argumentative discussion seems pointless.
I enjoy what we share.Except it isn’t what I wanted.My affection is genuine.I don’t live a pretence.
I dream, I aspire,I want,I barely need.
I look out for you.I can’t be bothered to let you know though, and only I seem to know it.
Things aren’t quite working out for us.I refuse to blame the system.I blame our short sightedness.
I don’t need you.I like you.That is why I am with you.I will never ask or tell you.It is a choice I have made.
I want you to be with me because you want to.I wont fight for you.You will always be free to make your own choices.I will never question you.
Come on over.Judge me.Watch me care two hoots about you.