When you add a person to your chatting screen..
Logic says:That is all they are.Your chat buddies.
I had added another friend to my life.
You have known some one since school.
Logic says:Revelling in that sense of security is a dangerous path to tread on.
I felt very very secure.
You haven’t lived in the same city,hell same continent for the last 10 years.
Logic says:The chances that you will in the future are very slim.
I hope that some day we will.
If things are too good to be true.
Logic says:They probably are, and may not last.
I believed it was all true and it was all good.
Things are flowing smoothly between the 2 of you.
Logic says:Don’t try to change the flow.
I try anyway.
Some not-so-nice conversations, and then no conversations later.
Logic says:Let go,move on.
I can’t, I don’t.
I continue to visit his blog.
Logic says:Don’t.Respect his wishes.
Ha, and I have thrown my 2 cents all over his page.
Logic says:Atleast remain detached will ya.He pretends you don’t exist.
But some thing about last night’s post…
I couldn’t pretend to be detached.I was already crying.Why was life being unfair in that part of the world.
Logic says:Don’t get impulsive.Don’t let emotions take you over.
He can take care of himself.He needs a friend alright, but that friend isn’t you.
And you don’t want to cause him more grief than he is already dealing with.
To hell with logic I say.
I call.We talk.He sounds happy to hear from me. Subdued voice,but composed.A pillar of strength that boy.A pillar even I have leaned on more than one occasion. And I am still breathing.He didn’t kill me after all.
Logic says:I should be happy now .
I cry even more later.This time uncontrollably.I have missed my friend I realise.Is life upto its tricks again?Bring it on,I say.
Heard his voice after so long.
Ha,logic goes for a toss.His voice can have that effect on you.
Whatever made me think he was alone when he will always find a friend in me.
I am glad I dialled his number.I hope he was too.
Ahoy! Ms Logic,why do you keep coming back to say some thing.Can’t you see,I am not listening to you, and you don’t make sense to me.