08.31.06
Drama (part 1)
What you thought I didn’t know.
I am the epitome of everything that has ever been right in this world.I live, love, give, care, and let you live.I have no expectations.I do not judge.I let you be just like you are.You do affect me.I don’t let you know because it hurts my ego way too much to let you know that you actually mean some thing to me.I would not dare let you know that I love your presence in my life in the fear of sounding emotionally weak not to mention very cheesy and cliched.
Yeah I can’t let you know that I am actually confused about you and I don’t know what it is that I feel for you.Friends just about sounds right.Comes with a good disclaimer.I think that works for me.
That is a different story that I can spend hours talking to you.I am aware that you have given me concessions you wouldn’t otherwise give everyone.I enjoy the attention and guess that is why I suck up to you so much.But then you are so good to me that even if I walked all over you I know you wont complain because I think you love me so.
I just wish you never turn around and ask me to give you the same amount of attention or even be there for you when you need a friend.I don’t do such things.Oh and please do not ask me for a hug or a phone call.That is keeping way too many expectations from me.It is not the place our relationship is at.Actually I cringe at the word relationship, because I am not ready for a commitment right now.For all practical reasons you exist only when I need you.After all there is nothing I really know about you because for the last so many months all we did was talk about me.
WishfulThinker said,
August 31, 2006 at 6:58 pm
Okaaayy…are you going to stop here and torture all your readers or continue this story?
Ubermensch said,
August 31, 2006 at 7:44 pm
English Aunt 1: aaawwwweeee cute wasnt it?
English Aunt 2: Hmmmm, she is young.( Looks solemn, adjusts hat.)
English Aunt 1: So she is so she is. She’ll learn.
English Aunt 2: Indeed. Lovely day innit?
Too many liberties, but pray cheer up
jhantu said,
August 31, 2006 at 7:45 pm
reminds of some nasty past experience, wonder how part deux will pan out, more reminders or shall it take a turn for the better.
educatedunemployed said,
August 31, 2006 at 8:35 pm
Wishfulthinker:
The story shall continue for sure.
Ubermensch:
Haha..Nah no liberty taken.You were quite spot on with those responses.:)
Jhantu:
You would be able to let me know soon.You will right?
sharda said,
August 31, 2006 at 11:27 pm
Hey your imgination power is great.Good for story writing!
karuna said,
September 1, 2006 at 12:20 am
i know your coming from but do i know where this is going?
more more more!
soon soon soon!
greensatya said,
September 1, 2006 at 2:20 pm
If this is not hypocritical then Wow!! such convenience and such straight talk !
educatedunemployed said,
September 1, 2006 at 3:05 pm
Sharda:
I have always wanted to be a story teller.I think I am going to work on it.Thanks.
Karuna:
More is to come.Soon I assure you.
Greensatya:
I am not here to judge, just present.Though I did think it was about convinience too.
Ford Prefect said,
September 1, 2006 at 5:56 pm
Awesome story … I hope part two has a fight sequence between Giant alien ants and wild monkeys let loose in the city …
vishwa said,
September 1, 2006 at 6:09 pm
Voila. Tugged at my heart strings
You emotional or what!
Loved the last paragraph. Tell me, did you switch roles over there? Me thinks so. It must be the other one in the story who’s speaking the last paragraph.
educatedunemployed said,
September 1, 2006 at 8:29 pm
Ford Prefect:
Thank you.Pray why do you want a fight in my story.Is that the only action you hope to get/see.*cheeky grin*
Vishwa:
Wow, that is indeed an effect.No I wasn’t emotional just a little bored.I am glad you enjoyed my drama so far.I am not part of this at all.It is just a generic plot.
Sher-e-Jalandhar said,
September 1, 2006 at 9:13 pm
Confused! why would you respond like this to a person who is giving/doing what the post tells? Considering ‘I’ is you.
dwaipayan said,
September 1, 2006 at 11:52 pm
waiting for part 2.. ad we want a love making scene!!!:P
educatedunemployed said,
September 2, 2006 at 12:09 am
SEJ:
Are you trying to read my mind, decipher the conversation you read, or make sense of my post?
No, I isn’t me.I hope that helps.
Dwaipayan:
There is a part 2, sowwie the story isn’t made to order.:P
dwaipayan said,
September 3, 2006 at 9:53 am
educatedunemployed said,
September 3, 2006 at 9:55 am
Dwaipayan:
You might want to go else where to look for your cheap thrills.What in the world gave you the impression I write porn?